Disturbed Horizon,
The end of it all
Memories to take back,
The end of it all as it fades to black,
Add another moment to the stack
What do I fear?
What is the time, the energy I got to get here?
A worthy contribution to help me to the end of my journey,
An investment in the hope I can see more clearly
But more than ever it seems to be hard to see,
What path is the right one for me?
This life, my decisions always a blur,
It’s interesting the way it occurs
What is beyond that distressed skyline?
What is the virtue of this investment of time?
Why do I feel more confused than ever,
It seems as if is my life forever
I can only sit and wait for a sign
And hope that I shall be fine
I’ve lived this moment,
Time and time again,
Unsure about what’s been done and what is to be,
Filled with constant doubt, constant anxiety
I always end up returning to this place,
Where nothing seems to make any sense,
The whole world feels misaligned,
All happiness is forgotten
I can only stare,
Stare into deep unknown,
Stare at my own insecurities,
Stare until I can stare no more
A chilly morning in September,
A sunny day with perfect weather,
I always end up coming back here,
This moment, this feeling of perpetual fear
