I’ve lived this moment, Time and time again, Unsure about what’s been done and what is to be, Filled with constant doubt, constant anxiety I always end up returning to this place, Where nothing seems to make any sense, The whole world feels misaligned, All happiness is forgotten I can only stare, Stare into deep unknown, Stare at my own insecurities, Stare until I can stare no more A chilly morning in September,